I had risky s*x with my lover at the office where we both work. It was truly incredible. I’d never experienced anyone like her or felt so good about myself. But I knew what I was doing was wrong and would destroy my wife if she found out.
I am 46 and my wife is 42. We have been married for more than 20 years and have three children. I was a virgin when we got together and I’d been faithfully and happily married until I met my lover.
She is nearly 15 years younger. I feel as if I have lost everything since she ended our affair. I live in a constant state of severe depression and nothing can stop me from fixating on her and wishing we could still have our fun together.
My marriage is a sham. My wife and I haven’t had s*x for several years. I stopped feeling attracted to her because of my affair. My wife has no idea why I feel so depressed. She is frustrated by the lack of affection and my constant low mood but I simply have no s*x drive.
I confessed about my affair to a good friend but he was appalled by what I’ve done and doesn’t acknowledge me any more. I feel terrible for cheating and know it would destroy my wife if she ever found out.
My lover and I don’t have a physical relationship any more but we still text. I can’t bear the thought of breaking off communication, even though I know I must.
It is like I am addicted to her. I’m not interested in other women or any other relationship outside my marriage, but I feel as though I have nothing to live for.
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